Mood:  celebratory

Sorry I was away. So busy. My computer finally got fixed. They did

not plug in my disk drives.  My meds have not been working. I am

having hallucinations and paranoia again every day. I am fighting

a bad depression. I have also been really irrational and obsessing.

I was once happy go lucky, took a down turn. I had to fight so hard

to not do that.  WE ARE IMPORTANT!  WE DO MATTER! Our life does

 count, even when you don’t think we do. We matter and add to

other people’s lives. This is the real HD. We all struggle. We all

share the same pain. Know what I figured out. Everything will be

okay. We have to fight so hard every day to stay alive. To have that

hope. We can fight through these mental symptoms and win. We

can. We can fight. We have a chance. Alice and I are going to Dr

Walker to get my meds upped. I am going so insane. This is the

fight of our lives. One we can win. It is so hard. We can do it. We can

make a life worth living. Out that pain comes love. Brings us hope

again. Never give up you lives. I did not. Our life is not worth is to

give up or take away. That is also how I live my life. I did have a fun

easter dinner with Trevor's family.I updated the HD infomation

page.