Mood:  lucky

Yesterday we went on a hike in the wildlife center here.

Trevor and I took Lucky out there. He loved it. He was so

happy. It was a nice hike. There were lots of animals all over

the place. I saw my first turtles. I love turtles. Last time I went

I missed them. They were so cute. I am planning to climb a

mountain this summer. I am blogging, I am trying to eat. I feel

like I am going to throw up. I am so glad for the ensure. I have

been spilling like crazy. Trevor’s Mom is still going against

us . They are afraid that I well get sick and it would cause

him to get sicker.  We are going to get cured soon. I will never

be that sick. We do not understand why. Since I am off my

Serquil I am back to my old self. Have not got angry and

freaked out. The hallucinations are down too. I have not

gotten much now. Shirley will be here in half an hour. She is

the perfect Nurse for me. We are going to live. My Mom gave

us all of the signs. I think this dream was a reminder.

Remember that. We are so close to getting a cure. This is

what we need. A reminder. Be strong. Live. It will all be worth

it. We can have real tangible breakthroughs. They are

substantial. None of us are going to die anymore. We are all

going tom live together. Cured wholly. Never lose site of the