Mood:  celebratory

I was hallucinating like crazy last night. I saw a moon that

was not there. A full moon. I also heard someone getting into

our house through the balcony. I got up and checked. I

always think that is real when I hear people breaking in. I

have been HD free for the past three days. I have a new home

support lady coming up shortly. Yesterday I made the

yummiest stir fry. I am glad I am no longer afraid. They love

Lucky. They were expecting a barking mean dog like the

other ones. They are surprised. Our Lucky is not  vicious.

Never barks or bites. He is a sweetie. The best from that

breeder. The rest were snippy. I had to save another cats life

on Saturday. This one was even closer to getting run over.

This guy was going so fast. The cat was just sitting three. I

need to start a cat saving business. I had my animals ran

over all the time. I will not let that happen to someone else.

My brother Scotto is way too scared to get tested still. With

our track recond who would not be? Everyone but Lisa has it.

Something horrible is happening to Trevor's Aunt. She might

have MS. She will get the diagnosis soon. My Mom’s best

friend inthe hospital in Rimbey had MS. I looked after her.

They were both in 35 when she was admitted. My dad’s best

friend has it too. This just hurts me. Not only was my cousin

killed tragically. Now we have to deal with more. We are all

showing signs of HD .All of this happened in three months. 

This is worse than when my Grandmother and my Aunt died

two weeks from each other. I found out I had HD in the time.

My Aunt had HD. My grandmother died of Lung cancer.

Whenever someone gets a diagnosis it is another grief.

There are two of us that need to get tested. There are three

of us that are sick. Just accept HD. I am going to get worse. So

will all of you. What keeps u going is our faith. In the cure,

Faith that everything will pass over. We are all tough

because of what we have been through. We can handle that.

Believe in the future without HD. We can get there. We can

get stronger each day we fight HD. Only we know the struggle

inside. Only we know the fight that we have to make every

day. Every smile and laugh takes lots of work. Only we know.

Every second of fighting is always worth it. We can’t let HD

bring us down. We can fight you. We have the unending hope

for a cure. Shortly that will happen.